The more I think about it, the more I should not post this.

Ah bugger it.......

I am new to the world of someone really hating the every fibre of your being, than turning around and thinking your ace.

If you’re sent a message saying never contact me again, due to circumstances you have had a losing hand at, than naturally, you respect their wishes. But to than for this sad human being to turn up my work, my local for coffee, one of the few bars I frequent, and totally act like everything is fine and dandy is just not the way I roll.

I’m always confused with even the most basic of gestures. A I meant to lean for a kiss on the cheek, or offer an invite for the seat next to me?

The interesting part of this whole scenario is that firstly, I still get along really well with all of my ex's. Secondly, this douche bag isn't even ex at all, more like a lost sheep. So where on earth does he get off making me feel like an ex-lover who has destroyed his life, when really I was the one who lucked out the most.

I am therefore lead to believe, and it's taken me long enough, that he really has been playing me. Seeing if I'll slip up and come crawling back. Nice try buddy but I'm on to you.




I wonder if he'll ever read this and realise it's about him. "Your so vein...."


Yours truly.

PS I understand this post to be most frustrating to any reader. Not much sense really to be made out of it, other than for the benefit of myself. This was really just a mind vomiting exercise to make me sleep better.